Monday, January 19, 2009

the slave heart

i feel my slave fire burning ever more brighter each day i want a master so bad there will be no peace till i have a master ill be restless my yearn for to dominated and brought to my knees,
i will fast till i get collar mabie then i will try harder to more perfect since in mind if perfect i have failed already and must be punished.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

into the dens of pleasure "A slave story"

into the dens of pleasure "A slave story"

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Dear diary,

To day was my first day, in the house of my new master.

I was brought out with other slaves for him to inspect and give us place in his home.

I was scared, I was a known beauty in other lands but that means nothing in world of slaves one moment you could be a beautiful rich women with everything or a rich mans daughter and moment later caught in a raid you could end up being a kitchen slave getting your hand dirty.

I knew that wanted be to a one his sex slaves rather then the kitchen

Slave I knew some of the ways of the pleasure slave born into a house hold know for its lovely slaves.

They call us by the numbers that had been painted on us by a merchant male slave.

We came bowed in way we had been taught we where asked to kneel I knelt as a pleasure slave would at my own home.

The rest look at me in confusion then they lower there eyes to ground,

One of the girls tried to pull me down I held my place.

One of the head male slaves can with whip and order me to kneel his whip flew over my head I did not move nor my eyes move toward his direction I held head high, his master that was talking to the merchant look over see what was happening.

He told servant to hold his whip he held his left hand above his waist I moved over gracefully to his side lowering my head to a leading position.

He held my hair took me over to where merchant who was waiting to finish the deal he let go of my hair snapped his fingers and, in the swift double gesture, pointed to a place on the dirt floor before him; I knelt as a pleasure slave.



Then he a temped to asked the man of what land I had come from and who was my last master the man answered, that I had know no master that a captured from eastern lands on raid that done a few week ago on enemy camp.



I lower my head to ground putting the palms of my hands on the floor and my head to the tiles moving eyes to my master he look down at me.



'You may speak' he said in kind voice,



I said in my foreign tone ' my lord and my master I bid thee great praise, I only wish to say this that the household I came from is know to my land for its pleasure slaves I wish only to up hold my honor and honor of my master and his house hold I submit my self to you if displease then caste from sight and let thrown to the pits for it better to sever there and disgrace

My master', I Knelt back on my heels, and extend my arms, crossed my wrists'

he nodded taking his leather belt with one end of a long leather strap, my hand were lashed together showing that he had bound me to him as his slave then he undid the rope then he snapped his fingers I went to kneeling as a pleasure slave.







Then looked at me "does my slave have name'



I knew that real name would not be pleasing to hear leash was a free person I came to first thing that came to mind " ashel if pleases my master for a slave has no name but the one her master gives her'



He smiled at my word and nodded "it pleases"

he motion to me to fallow he sat on his throne of pillows and silks he motion me to sit as a pleasure slave next to him I sat there as noon sun came to window and came into my eyes a sound of bells rang from out side men and women took rugs from the side of the room a prayer rug was laid in front for me kneel on, I looked at my master he nod and took a prayer rug from a gold stand behind his throne of pillows

His was very fine encrusted gold thread and jeweled around its edges with emerald and rubies every one kneeling face down to ground like a humble slave to her master started chanting all at the same time. It was music to a untrained ear I felt a deep peace I did know the prayer so ask in my own mind for the gods and the goddesses of my home land to bless my master to bring him great peace, I ask them to teach me to be wise and learn fast so that I might please my master and bring him honor, I mediated on being humble so deep in though I did hear the end prayer I touched on my back, "little one what was that mediated on that brought to this peace" it was my masters voice I looked down to ground " I was mediating on being humble my master and ask for peace for u and your household"

he grinned " what a treasure I have found" he red from delight " I glade that you have found your way to me you are going to make a great slave" I felt my cheeks turn red with pleasure I knew that could be happy here if I wanted to be but I knew better then to think I could coo him in to making him for slave can be sold with no though about her feelings or wants I just and smiled he told to get and put rug away I did so walking gracefully as I did my task when I walk back to sit where I had sat before he told to stop I told to male slave to bring collar and leash.

I stood there making no sound or any movement at all when male slave came back he brought a sliver banded collar and gold linked leash he hand it to my master he took then told me to come I came to his left side and bent over so my back was center with his hip and hand crossed behind my back he put collar on me the added the leash.

He snapped his fingers I sat on my knees with lifted up poised so that the collar showed he looked at me and said "you ware your collar well" then he kissed on my forehead.

My body shudder with love and pleasure, "thank you master I am glad it pleases you."

he stood and then told me to stand he lead me out in to the streets he lived by the royal grand bazaar there where so many new smells and sights there where fabrics of so many different colors from far off places I was in awe the whole time from time my master would look at me and make a teasing comment about my expressions from my intake on all that seeing which would turn in me blushing and laughing at each reaction, he stopped for lunch he hand fed me a sweet fruit he called a date and sweet meats from his plate and some heavenly tasting bread he laughed at my wonder of each new experience I felt like puppy that has gotten to explore the out side for first time to experience it as I felt as if every had greater value to it then when I was I spoiled brat free to as wished never having to depend on any one I felt pleasure from each everything we did,

As day past by we stopped places we went to different booths he showered in sweet perfumes testing for smell and strength,

He looks at me "we have one last stop and this is a gift for you"

we came to a blacksmiths shop he had me sit right next to the door way as he talk to the blacksmith,

I looked around there where many tools on one wall hung long pieces of metal with a flat design as looked wondering what they where, my master went over to them looking at each one he picked one it had a design that I though beautiful, it he submerged it in the hot glowing coals then asked the blacksmith how long it would be till it would hot I gave a puzzled look not under standing then I was asked to stand and come I did swiftly come and kneeling before him " she is a beautiful slave" said the blacksmith,

"Yes she is "said my master "she wares her collar well" he snapped his fingers I went to leading position,

He led me to a wooden bench with leather binding straps he put in straps forcing me to my knees.

I sobbed I did not under stand what was happening to me the blacksmith smith brought a long heated needle my head was pressed to his apron then the was stuck into my ear so quickly that I did not time to react to the pain, then a steel ring was placed in it and sealed the my head was turned again, the other ear received the same treatment another needle was brought ' what are they piercing now' I thought.

My head was brought back a forced into position the needle was thread threw my nose I cried with pain.

A steel ring was in my nose tires ran down my face, my head was let go.



Next few moment will seared into my mind for as iron was seared into my flesh,

After my head was let go the long iron rod it had seen was brought out of the coals hot and glowing,

He handed to my master, my master took it in his hand the blacksmith put a roll of bees wax in my mouth,

next thing I felt the worst pain I had ever felt in my life on my upper thigh I almost fainted but hair was grabbed I was not allowed to pass out, I cried in anguish tires run down face again in more force,

I was released I fell to the floor I picked up a by my master as helpless slave crying in pain and misery,

I carried home then dropped unceremoniously to the ground in threshold of the greeting room he looked at me at told stop crying I did not pain was to great he back hand me sending me to the floor I stop out shock I curdled up into a ball not looking him he walked away, a young girl came to me and drew me up and kissed me and told that it would be all right she showed me her upper leg it had been touched by hot iron as well,

She help me up and told me to fallow her I did so she took to a back room filled pillows there where many girls there laying there naked and wearing collar and had brands on there hips,

I went to area where I could be alone I knew I was a helpless slave I knew I was one of the girls I had envied as a free human being but I was nothing more then an animal now banded. I lay there waiting for some thing to happen at one point I fell asleep I woken up by bell and I saw the other girls move and grab silks I looked to all of them one came to and asked "have you ever been used" I shook my head she tied a white ribbon in my hair them told fallow them we ran down hall to the kitchens and where given trays with wine and meat and bread.



Then took to the grad hall low tables where set up with massive pillows,

My master and his guest where sitting there drinking from glasses my master raised his we cam forward offering the meat and drink to them.


A man beside master looked at me and call out "slave with white ribbon come here" I did quickly as I could with out spilling drinking and food.

I went and severed him as went to leave he grab my wrist and looked at my master "I have seen this one before is she new" he smiled and answer yes she was caught to day from a raid, orders where kill every one but she begged to sever as slave how could refuse to have a beauty such as her and she was willing "the man laughed I tried shrink back he held in a strong grip "yes she is a beauty, she wares her collar well"

I smiled I knew I looked beautiful in my collar he let go of my wrist I fell back forward from being unbalanced in his grasp I landed thud on the floor the men laughed I felt embarrassed my cheeks turned red which i think made the men laugh harder.
the turned to my master and said "i would love such lovely flesh in bed",
my master laughed " yes i will enjoy her in bed to night she be a great subject to brake under my hands after I'm done with her she will nothing but puppy smitten with a new toy,
she will do any thing for me."
he looked at me and stared into me eyes making me feel as helpless as i was compared to his male dominance over me.

He looked at a guard "take her to clothing room let her change into a outfit then chain her to my bed"
i ran to the guard to fallow him we went deeper into the house in finely lit hall ways slave girls ran past me doing there duties we came to a room with silken curtains,
the guard looked at " inside get dressed"

i went in there where trunks and trunks of silks and jewelry and make up,i picked out a set of earrings set in green stones and gold nose ring then put on a set of gold silks then sat down and did my make up with care,as i was about to leave i saw a set bell on a anklet and bracelets there tiny gold bells,
i put them on and left.
as came out the guard look at me with wide eyes and said " you ware your collar well"
" thank you master"
he started to walked i fallowed him we went deep in to the house we went a court yard then into a another hall way,
in another part of house i did not know that the house was so vast then came to two large doors he opened them there we went in the first room there pillows and silks every where we went to a room that joined to it,
there was a great bed on the end of bed there where many chains melded to the frame,
he took one of the chains and clasped it to my collar.